I have been feeling mentally as though i’ve fallen in a hole and I can’t get myself out of it. I sign on here today thinking it’ll be like every other day where I see nice pictures that interest me, I reblog them, possibly post something-a comment and such..and be on my way. That’s not what happened at all. In some strange way a follower shared their story and felt lost and through reading their comment they helped me somewhat get out of my dark depressed mood for even just a moment and focus on something bigger then myself. The hospital and the pain and all i’ve been through last week truly took a toll on me and I suppose it did more damage then I thought, but knowing there are people going through problems even if they are not similar or even remotely close to mine- helping them truly helps the soul more than I could imagine. So to my followers…to the follower who is going through a rough time- thanks for sharing- you inspired me and lended me your hand in an indirect way to slowly help me get out of this dark shadowy phase i’m stuck in. 

Much love to you <3

and to those also going through a rough time…this too shall pass. We’ll all get through it..maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow,….but soon.

Anonymous asked: I was with my boyfriend for five years and four months:'( and he ended it because we were arguing quite often:'( He said "its best for us to give each other some time" :/ I still love him and I don't know what to do:'(

Hey Anon. I do understand your pain when it comes to not seeing eye to eye. It’s truly rough and investing in that many years with someone is not always going to be a walk on the beach or just a walk in the park. You will go through hell and back to try to stay together. If he thought that you two needed time, I truly think he considered you both when breaking up because like you said he thinks it’s best for “us” to have time…I may not know you personally but when I can tell you is never give up hope. If you two invested in that much time together I can almost guarantee he still loves you to. Be patient is my advice to you. He may come around and he will realize your time together is precious and he won’t want to spend another minute apart. sometimes it’s best to give each other space. It hurts like hell but sometimes it does bring out the best in relationships. I hope everything turns out great for you two. I will always be here to listen and give advice Anon. Much love -Sammy <3

When your boyfriend tells you he’s tired but is fighting to stay awake to talk to you and you finally just give in and say go to sleep. When do you want me to wake you up…He says 4:30…

my reaction…4:35 it is …..go to sleep i’ll talk to you later :)

I know how precious sleep is for college students and considering he is taking a summer class- why not add on another 5 minutes to his nap ?

While he’s sleeping I think i’ll continue to think of ideas of what to buy him for our 5 year Anniversary in September. Yes, I plan things early so I don’t have to stress out later….SO FOLLOWERS…ANY SUGGESTIONS? I already asked him and have one idea of my own…maybe I can get some feedback from you guys :D….?

Message me if you have any ideas please and thank you!